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~purple-the-cactus
Purple
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
Canada
I like writing and taking pictures of things.
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  • Mood: Isolated
  • Listening to: Connor's Life - Assassin's Creed 3 OST
  • Drinking: Water
Writing this entry on my iPad for a change ooh.

Not many intelligent things to say about my life so far. I have trouble sleeping it seems...as of now I've been up since 2 am because of this weird itching sensation in my throat/nasal congestion and now I'm extremely hungry but don't want to leave my nice warm bed and make some cereal.

This week I am watching am watching an opera for a class and writing an essay. The week after that I have 2 midterms, including one for chemistry (I know what you're thinkng, chemistry?). Two weeks after I have another midterm and a concert review to write.

I feel mostly apathetic about life. I look at the first years in my dining hall and feel like a veteran and wish I could be 2 years younger again. Most days I eat alone because none of my friends live on campus anymore. I look at people I pass by on my way to classes and become slightly philosophical, knowing I will never see them again. My hair looks stupid and pear-shape during the week. I blame the showers here so I just settle for tying it up all the time - which then exposes all the acne on my cheeks.

I wish I could practice more during the week, but as it is the music room gets booked up pretty quickly and I don't like practicing in my room because I feel like everyone walking by will be judging me and think I suck. Sometimes I regret dropping out of Symphonic Winds. I should really get my flute serviced because the footjoint keeps loosening but there's no time.

I'm depressed that my brother has gotten a summer job at Wonderland as a lifeguard and in the meantime I have almost no future. Most of my self-esteem these days either comes from fanfiction or tumblr.

I hate my writing and think it looks like a bad joke. I feel like I'm losing my talent in everything.

Paperman rocks. I am knitting a loofah scarf, and might put some pictures up here of it when I'm done. There's a trailer for a new Studio Ghibli movie on the Internet which looks exciting.

I will mostly likely regret posting this nonsense when I wake up later. Oh well.

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:iconlimlight:
*Limlight Jan 4, 2013  Hobbyist
Thanks for the fave on "The Provincial Life"!
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*tooliepanna Dec 16, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thank you very much for the :+fav: :hug: Im happy you like it^^
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Mood: Joy ~Adraya Oct 21, 2012  Professional General Artist
Thanks for the Fav!
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